This is crazy!?

O.K., I admit! I purposely engineered my present state of existence to function as the ultimate “shut-in”.
I went from traveling parts of the planet, getting attention, performing like a monkey, doing stunt work to completely ducking away from all social normalties!
I invested in a cool, small film studio and I do make a fun living, creating and that’s great. But I find, I fuel up the truck and ride my bike at night, because I don’t want to feel any connections with anyone right now… ..yet, I’m dieing of loneliness to be flat out honest!
I’m not seeking a hook up or love connection, not now, not untill I finish a movie project I started a year ago! (its a one man production, literally) and its also a full length movie and its quite the undertaking, however, is there anyone left in California or… who wouldn’t mind pen pal-ing once in a while, so I don’t evaperate completely!? Had some wine tonight and under this influence, I KNOW what it is I’m sad about lately…. ..loneliness!

Take a break n get outta the house a little bit it will help raise your spirits ..lonliness is a hard thing to endure believe me i know myself it is ……
humans need interaction with others or you start going mad with lonliness also humans need human touch and to feel wanted and needed and appreciated too.

Update, YouTube gathering, and Lars! (Vlog#15)

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